Getting Better All the Ti-ime
Today, a girl was in tears because it's picture day and some boys (friends of hers) had purposely held her down and messed up her hair. Later, but before we went to have our pictures taken, there was nearly a fight in my classroom. Fortunately, the more aggressive boy is quite small and I could physically hold him back from the other one (which I could not have done if it had been the other guy aggressing). Also fortunately, a third boy--slender but tall--coaxed/guided the angrier fellow out into the hallway. Eventually, things were resolved, but it took some doing. I was glad that I stayed calm and didn't freak out.
My sweetie is in Berlin for a few days, at a conference. We've been house-hunting lately, which is nerve-wracking. Put in one offer that was rejected. Are considering putting a low offer on a house that needs a lot of work, wishing we were more confident about home repairs. I think I need a little more stress in my life. Maybe I should start a club at school... Well, that's taken care of as I've already told students I would start an Environmental Action Club. A student asked me about it today: When are we starting? Oh, boy.
Life is full, full, full to bursting with lifeyness, isn't it?
Got out of town!
We spent the morning along the Richmond shoreline, picking up trash along with many others, including four students from my school.We worked along the edge of the marsh, where the garbage was dense and tiny--hundreds of small pieces of styrofoam and plastic, tiny ziplock bags that I think fishhooks might come in, plus lots of the usual straws, plastic bottle caps, cigarette filters, and plastic bags (especially the kind chips come in).
The tide came up quickly and as we watched a young woman found herself suddenly nearly to her knees in the mud. She was wearing waders, and even with lots of help, could not get one foot out without abandoning the wader. My students and I had just been joking around about one of them getting lost in the quicksand. After a productive (albeit somewhat depressing) session on the beach, we enjoyed a free lunch at the park for all the clean-up volunteers.
Next, we drove to central Marin County and visited my friend Jenny. She and I are getting together weekly to spend time together writing. It is nice to have dedicated work time and someone else also doing the same thing. Justin enjoyed a nap and some reading at that time.After a quick stop at a grocery store, we headed to Muir Beach. There we enjoyed a beach fire and shared meal and bbq with folks from my work. Good people, beautiful location.
A lovely full but not stressful day. Feeling refreshed, though I have plenty of work to do tomorrow.
Thanks to all those who've called or emailed to express their sympathy/support about my work situation. Just so you know, I had a better day on Friday. I was able to maintain my own perspective (plus a couple of students were absent, and that helped re-set the tone). Hopefully we'll keep moving in a positive direction from here.
A Shinier Day, somehow
Also... more than half the students got either 7 or 8 out of 8 on their spelling tests. Hurray! Small successes.
Remember spitballs and rubberbands?
However, I really don't like dragging anyone anywhere (obviously I'm speaking figuratively here, though I wouldn't enjoy literally dragging anyone, either). I don't like feeling invisible, and I really don't like feeling like an impediment to other people's fun. In other words, I hate classroom management. I also hate chaotic classrooms. Preventing chaos and entropy and wholesale abandonment of any educational objectives is extremely exhausting, at least with my current group of 14 and 15 year old.
I was going to say that it's just the age of the students, but then I remember my classes in the Solomon Islands, where I don't remember having any classroom management issues.
I feel pissed off at society for creating an anti-educational atmosphere among the poor and working classes. I feel pissed off at the parents for not raising their children to have the manners I expect. I feel pissed off at the dads who haven't been there to raise their sons. I feel pissed off at the moms whose ideas of strict parenting involves physical and verbal abuse. I feel pissed off at all the elementary teachers who didn't quash students' inappropriate classroom behavior. I'm horrified at myself for using the word 'quash' about what is really liveliness and spirit. I'm pissed off at myself for letting myself get into the situation I'm in. I'm also pissed off at myself for not having more fortitude and more persistence (I am already fantasizing about how I could honorably escape from my job). However, I do know (or think I know) that it'll get better and that I'll be sad at the end of the year to leave my students for the summer. If I think about them individually, I love them and even understand and can sympathize with what they do. Still, I cry.
I'd like to teach. I'd like to feel like I was offering them something besides an obstacle to get around, an object to laugh at, an authority to rebel against.
Not today, apparently. Maybe tomorrow.
Catching up
A week and two days of what is known in the educational field as 'pee-dee' (Professional Development), some of it with the staff at my school, some of it with the whole network of 4 schools.
Three days of Freshman and New Student Retreat at Stanford. A great experience. Check out Challenge Day. It's an amazing program, and made the whole exhaustion of shepherding 15 ninth graders for three days completely worth it. If you ever have the chance to be part of a Challenge Day, do it.
One week of school.
Done!
Now we're in the three day weekend, leading to the short 2nd week of school.
I'll try to get back into some sort of regular posting. Hope you're all well and happy.
BTW, doesn't the new Republican VP scare you? I don't want to be all about fear politics, but in this case, voting your hopes and not your fears amounts to the same thing: we can't let McC & P into the White House!
Back in Oakland
Bus: Katherine to Darwin: 4 hours
Waiting in Darwin & at airport, where computers were down and they were hand-checking everyone in (most of this time was in town, though, where we had dinner at sunset on the wharf, and played cards in the park): 8 hrs
Flight: Darwin to Brisbane: 3 hrs
Changing planes at airport: 1/2 of an hr
Flight: Brisbane to Sydney: 1 hr. +
Waiting in Sydney airport (where we slept and had some actually good sandwiches and Coluzzi Cafe) + sitting on runway waiting out a thunderstorm: 6 hr + 1/2 hr.
Flight: Sydney to SF: 13 hr + 1/2 hr.
Gathering bags, going through customs, getting BART (which happened to have delays a couple of times on the tracks), plus cab ride from station: 2 hrs
Total travel time: 38.5 hours.
Now I go to shower and then to visit the bounteous berkeley bowl to bring fresh vegetables back into my life!
Last Day in Kath
Have about 24 hours of traveling ahead of us once we get on the plane tonight, but before that we have a 4 hour busride and then six hours or so in Darwin before our first flight.
Looking forward to being in our own humble abode again and seeing all of you dear people who live nearby.
It's been lovely being back in Australia, and now we're happy to be going home.
Territory Wildlife
Caravan park camping
Wave Hill
Written July 20 with no way to post
I'm writing this from Kalkaringi (which is pronounced, and should be spelled, Kalkarindji). We got a lift down from Katherine with two government folks on Tuesday, July 15th. They were interesting to listen to and provided a somewhat different perspective than we usually get.
We spent Tues-Wed-Thur-Fri nights in the house of a teacher who is away because they're on school break (between semesters). It was nice to have a proper house to stay in as we got to know people and our way around. Saturday night we moved to the
We'll spend the final 8-9 days at a campsite. We'll be in a tent, but because they're set up for people with caravans (RVs), there is electricity, so we will be able to charge batteries. We don't have any sort of lantern, having only brought small flashlights, so we'll most likely be going to bed quite early once we're over there! Being close to the equator (about 15 or 18 degrees south, I think) means that days and nights are closer in length anyway, but it is also the "winter" season here, so sun sets by 6:30 and it's dark by 7.
It's the cold season here, known as the Dry Season. It has in fact been chilly at night. Some days have been hot, others cool enough to wear jeans and sneakers all day. The difference between day and night is marked, as is the difference between being in the shade and in the sun during the day. It's a dry heat and when the wind blows it's cold.
The landscape is...hard to describe. I will try to take a picture, but pictures don't capture the expansiveness of it. To me, it is like the feeling I get in the high desert, though we're not at a high elevation here. It's definitely Big Sky country, but there's also an openness to the landscape that gives a sense of stillness with plenty of room to breathe. Nothing is crowded together—not the leaves on the trees, not the houses in the community, even the clumps of grass respect each other's space.
People move slowly, except when there's a real reason to move fast: for example, the athletes at the footy[1] match today, or small children chasing each other. Children roam around in multi-age groups, adults sit under trees in their yards playing cards. Dogs fight, squeal, growl and howl all day and most of the night (there seems to be a period right after dawn when the dogs and crows are quiet). There are large crows in every tree and they make a particularly mocking call back and forth, seeming to echo between trees. The crows are called "wak-wak" in all the languages around here, and that seems a much closer approximation to their sound than "caw-caw".
Another sound that surprised us the other night was the sound of hoofbeats clattering down the road in front of the house. It was too dark to see how many there were, but it sounded like more than two. We've seen a few horses around the community, and they all look well-fed and cared for. [Later, we found out that they are wild horses that wander around eating whatever grass they can find.]
Besides the health centre, there is a shop (food store), a take-away (hot food), primary school, secondary school, church, and government offices. There's also a social club—the only place alcohol can be bought or consumed. It's open from 5 pm to 8 pm. Justin went one night and I went with him another night. It's an interesting event. People manage to get more drunk than you'd expect in three hours, but it does limit problems. Also, People are more talkative and friendly to us outsiders after drinking than they tend to be otherwise. There was even a little dancing to the very loud rock-and-roll hits of the ages, which people seem to prefer, despite the prevalence of 50 Cent and Tu Pac clothing.
[1] Australian Rules Football, in this context, though 'footy' can also refer to Rugby (of which there are two varieties:
And Reporting from K-Town
It's been fun to be in Katherine again. The weather is gorgeous: days in the upper 70s to mid-80s I think and nights mostly in the 50s (I'm talking Fahrenheit degrees, of course). The skies are clear blue, except for occasional firesmoke, the night skies full of stars. The town is full of families from outlying communities, and tourists from all over. It's school holidays, so kids are on break, and next week is the Katherine Show, so there's extra hustle and bustle around that.
We visited the Hot Springs, which you may remember from our first visit here as misnomered tepid waters. We also went swimming yesterday at the Low-Level Crossing of the Katherine River, a place where there could theoretically be crocs but where it's unlikely this time of year particularly. We swam in the shallow, swift-moving area, just to be sure.
It's been interesting seeing which businesses are still, mysteriously, open, and which have closed. A few new businesses have sprung up, and others have simply changed hands.
We've been staying with our friend R and he has swept us right back into the whirlwind of the Katherine social scene. That is, barbecues and dinner parties and general hanging out much more frequently than our maybe-once-a-week social life back home! It's been really good seeing old friends and also meeting new people. This funny little town, which certainly has its prickly side, seems to have welcomed us back with open arms.
I'm looking forward to getting out to the community tomorrow and seeing what is in store for us next.
I probably won't blog again for at least three weeks, but do check back in August!
Reporting from Sydney
Friday turned out to be really rainy all morning and until just before 3 when I finally left the house. Justin, S & I met MK where she works at the ABC, an impressive building where all the ABC radio and tv programming is recorded. We didn't see any famous people (that I know of), but we watched some impressive tv on 4 huge monitors in the lobby. Groups of people getting off work would come through in waves every few minutes. We realized that they must be coming out of the elevators.
MK took us to her place, where we waited for N (S's brother). Then we drove to MK's parents' house that they've just finished fixing up. There was a great balcony with a few of twinkling Sydney below and dark patches of water, but it was too cold to sit out there. We had a fabulous meal, accompanied by great stories and jokes. Eventually we went back to N & MK's place, where I managed to stay up all the way to midnight. I still woke around 5 a.m., but I think I may be as adjusted to the time difference as I'm going to get!
This morning I've come back to the house in Rozelle, while Justin attends the conference. Today's weather is a mix of blue skies and now thick white puffy clouds. It's really lovely, especially when you remember that this is winter!
This isn't the best picture, but these trees are fantastic and all over. They have these clusters of red flowers and no leaves right now. Quite stunning. A little like the effect of persimmon trees when they have their orange fruit and no leaves.This was part of a series of indigenous culture plaques along a trail near the water where I walked on the first day. It shows the indigenous language groups of the Sydney area.


















